Scott Jacoby (Eusonia president, and my producer, on the right), friends
and me at one of our MANY pre-Grammy parties...
Seems like I always find myself in this position with you: apologizing for my long absences and negligence in keeping you up-to-date. In this case, there were many excuses, but let's just stick with the apology, and get down to business. When last I wrote, I was still recovering from the holidays. Sad to say, I am STILL recovering from the Grammys (and the post-partum and subsequent illness that followed), but I wanted to check in, nevertheless.
Let's roll back the tape, shall we? The Grammy train started rolling early for me, as ASCAP invited me to play the Sundance Film Festival in Park City, UT. It was a brief, but amazing trip. Park City, nestled in the mountains of Utah, is absolutely beautiful, and the entire ASCAP crew was incredibly welcoming to us. I arrived with my trusty guitarist Tyrone, and brilliant tour manager Barbara in tow, and hit the ground running as soon as we arrived. First stop, Park City TV to do a few songs and a brief interview with Ari Hoffer (you can see the performances on YouTube). Next, it was over to the ASCAP Music Café and Lounge for interviews, pictures, and downtime with the other performers. Our day of performances included Birdmonster, Rosie Golan, Johnny Rzeznik, Wynonna and the always enchanting Damien Rice. In such great company, it was tough not to be intimidated, but in usual fashion, we got up and did our thing... and we did pretty well, if I do say so myself.
In fact, we did so well that we were invited back as the closing act the next day... and arrived to find that they'd put me on the cover of the Sundance paper! This was big news for us, but there was bigger news to watch that morning, as it was Inauguration Day (at last)! We'd been invited to an inauguration brunch that morning by the SEIU and Sarah Jones, and other than a slip-and-fall (where I not-so-gracefully busted my bum), had an incredible morning of fellowship and shared history with other Sundance Daily Insider (1/20/09).
Afterwards, we dropped by the Gibson Guitar Suite for an interview with the Associated Press, and an performance with the house band...and a look at the official Gibson Tour bus (Alicia Keys, The Jonas Bros., and many more have performed and traveled on it). By this time, I was ready for a nap, but it was time to see emerging artist (and new pal) Angel Taylor do her set, so we headed back to the ASCAP tent. She definitely delivered, and was a hard act to follow, but we did, and Day 2 ended on a VERY high note.
24 hours later, I was back in NYC, opening for the fantastic duo Guggenheim Grotto at the Living Room. By this time, I was admittedly exhausted (and beginning to be a bit hoarse), but had a amazing time, and a great turnout. Stay tuned: I'll definitely be back at the Living Room in the coming months.
Finally, a moment of rest (phew!)...but not for long, since I was in full pre-Grammy swing by then. Interviews, meetings and fittings, oh my! But in the midst of all that, I really wanted to stay true to who I am and the path I'm on, so I decided to allow myself to be interviewed about my battle with compulsive overeating for my hometown paper, the Chicago Tribune (http://tinyurl.com/c56npr). As always, sharing some of the truth about myself and my journey was very cathartic for me, and one more step in my healing process. Of course, it didn't hurt that on my way to the Grammys, I made a pit-stop in Chicago to finish the article, and got to spend a little time with my mom and extended family...always therapeutic! In fact, the night I arrived, they threw me a celebratory dinner that more than made up for a holiday season spent apart...
You really can't beat the comfort of family...or friends. I've often said that my career runs on "friend-power", and the Grammys were no exception. Not one, but several of my friends made a challenging week not only manageable, but thoroughly enjoyable for me, and I am eternally grateful for their love and support. From my homegirl Kim (aka "Harris Hilton"), and incredible stylist Helen Barbieri, both of whom flew themselves in to support me, to my college roomie Trisha, who documented my entire Grammy week (soon to be seen on the TV Guide Channel), Shanté Gordon, who took time out from her Def Jam duties to hang with me on Grammy day, and last but never, EVER least, celebrity makeup artist Ashunta Sheriff, who got up at the crack of dawn to come to my hotel room and beat my face into something fierce and gorgeous for the day. There are no words to express how much I appreciate them, my label, management (Barbie especially) and my parents (stepmom included) for coming out to LA and celebrating this incredible (and action-packed) time with me.
The Grammy Nominees' Ceremony and Reception...
Alex Bilowitz (Eusonia VP) and I at the Grammy afterparty
(Robin Thicke and The Time performed! Incredible!)
My beloved tour manager, Barbara, who holds everything (including me) together...
For those of you who weren't privy to my Twittering throughout the Grammys, admittedly, it's hard to recap in detail here, but despite the fact that I didn't win (I was the underdog, after all), I can honestly say that it was one of the most phenomenal nights of my life, and certainly of my career. I had the most amazing time, even more amazing seats,. and can't WAIT to do it again! As for celebrity sightings, let me sum it up like this: in a 30-second time span, Herbie Hancock, Natalie Cole, Sir Paul McCartney, and Smokey Robinson all brushed past me. That was AFTER Chris Martin, Jay-Z and BEFORE Neil Diamond and Stevie Wonder. Believe me, you can't make that s*** up.
So...about that outfit... First off, you should know that I loved it, felt super-sexy in it, and would wear it again in a second...but don't doubt that I also knew EXACTLY what I was doing. The lovely Helen pulled several gorgeous dresses for me, but since I consider myself "one of those kids who's doing their own thing", I wanted to make a bit more of a statement for my first trip to the big event. After all, I am still an primarily unknown artist -- at least for the time being. Let's be honest: if you can't get a little attention at the Grammys, you miss out on a major PR opportunity, not to mention a very good time!
With that in mind, I enlisted longtime friend and uber-talented designer (and fashion rebel) Carmen Webber (of Project Runway and Sistahs of Harlem fame). To put together something...special for me. I told her I wanted the look to be a cross between Cleopatra, Josephine Baker, and Grace Jones. I got exactly what I wanted, and much more... Who knew I'd cause such a commotion? Star, TMZ, the NY Daily News, even one of my personal favorites, "Go Fug Yourself" featured lil' ol' me in their Grammy coverage, and even if they didn't love it, I did, and got more press than I ever expected!
So...that's the wrap, for the most part. To tell the truth, I've been decompressing ever since...hence my belated entry. I hope you'll forgive that, since in the coming weeks, there'll be more to come (and I'll definitely be working on my frequency). I'm most excited to announce that my next single (and duet with Martin Luther), "You Don't Know", will be released by March 17th, and that the Josh Harris remix of my song "Chase" has made it onto the Billboard dance charts, which is very exciting for me. Obviously, there's a lot going on, but in my downtime, here's what I'm listening to as of late: lots and lots of Doobie Brothers and 70's Santana. Yep, I'm having one of THOSE moments, and I invite you to come along with me. As for films, I haven;t seen anything new lately (I've got a lot of catching up to do there), but just saw this incredible Danish movie called "After the Wedding". It's been over two weeks, and I'm still thinking about it....so it was well worth the subtitles. And as per my usual...
I'm absolutely mad about...
1. The Burger Joint at Le Parker Meridien. C'est "joint" magnifique!
2. Central Park...any time of year.
3. A day spent in the company of good friends.
4. A deep snowfall...as long as I can enjoy it from the comfort of home!
5. The power of reinvention/reinterpretation/renewal.
I'm absolutely mad AT:
1. Chris Brown...enough said.
2. Rihanna, if the reunion rumors are true. I'm all for true love, but at what risk?
3. This RECESSION, which really tamed down Grammy week.
4. The fact that we haven't figured out how to "beam ourselves" to faraway places yet.
5. Myself, for never hitting the sheets before 3a.m....Not good.